I had went to change the garbage bag and put it on my porch and he proceeded to closed the front door and had locked me out and said "I'm not letting you in are you going to fuck me? I’ll let you in if you fuck me."
People ask “why do you stay with them” and it’s because we feel trapped, they make us feel that no one else will love us but in reality, we are worth more than the abuser makes us to be.
3 years ago whom I thought to be the love of my life, ended up being my WORST nightmare!
He hurt me when I wouldn’t give him attention, and he hurt himself blaming me for it. He said he loved me but when I refused to have sex with him he’d make me have it regardless.
Every time he would get pissed off, yell at me, and belittle me for not doing it. It had gotten to the point that he also had his friends gang up on me and harass me.
There were many times where I always questioned this. I didn’t understand why it was me. Why me? Why didn’t you do that to me? I was little innocent girl.
I just want everyone to know that you CAN be sexually assaulted by your own partner. Love makes you do crazy things. I never in a million years thought I would let someone treat me and hurt me the way she did.
I felt tears stream he was choking me and I couldn’t do anything about it. He took me back up and proceeded. I felt lifeless at this point...
I was terrified so I sent more, he demanded nudes, told me to do certain poses and what I should do in the photo. I was so scared, I eventually told him a few days after I'd sent the first photo that I'm not doing it anymore. He didn't like that and threatened to post the photos, threatened to send people after me who would beat me and rape me.
I didn’t really have many friends as he was abusive to me and made sure I never saw my friends or talked to them. He would always get drunk at a party (mind you I was not invited either), call me a range of names from slut to bitch,
I felt as though I had nothing to hide, because I was loyal the entire time, but he found old flirty conversations from long before I met him and he constantly accused me of cheating with one particular man, saying I wanted to be with him instead.
I unfollowed guy friends who I’d known for years off of all my social media. I didn’t think that was a red flag. Then it got worse, he would start going into fits whenever I would go out with my friends.
The Narcissist is a tricky abuser & pits her children and spouse against each other all while sitting back and watching the show.
I was more or less pressured into silence. Be silent because the less you talk about it, the easier it is for everyone to forget about it. I am a survivor and this is my story.
My friend was like ‘hey is this you’ and oh my god it was the photo I sent my ex-boyfriend I denied it then things started getting worse people were getting the photos
He would become angry with me very quickly, and sometimes entirely randomly.
I tried to kick him away, but I was not in control of my own shaking body. I tried to shout, but my mouth was far too dry and chalky.
He would tie my wrists and ankles head butt me spit in my face. For a while I didn’t know I was being abused then he was very verbally abusive always calling me gross and bringing up my past relationships
he was very far from this. He would say things like “if you’re not going to be in a relationship with me then you’re obviously sleeping with other people” he was very good at getting what he wanted.
We’d always argue over him cheating and talking to other girls, but he ALWAYS found a way to turn it around me.