There was one guy I was with who seemed like a really nice guy at first. He was always sweet and romantic. But then he started to slowly point out my flaws. He’d mention I was getting fat, my voice sounded annoying to him, I was too clingy
Moving in was the worst decision I have done. He slammed me onto the floor countless of times, he broke so much in the apartment, he punched me in many places, choked me out while saying he wanted to kill me and whatnot.
Moments feel like hours. Laying limp, face turned into the pillows to muffle the quiet sobs escaping me.
The thing I remember the most is the FEAR!! I was sooo afraid of my father he beat my animals along with us too.
I’d wake up every morning and felt like I didn’t have a purpose. My mom wouldn’t help with my depression either.
So to those that are struggling to find your way to the light. Do not fear, do not lose hope because all it takes is a spark of faith, to illuminate the world never before seen
He started out by asking me if I’d like to date him and I told him no I wasn’t interested, next thing I know he’s hacked my Facebook, my email account, my google cloud and anything else he could
I wasn’t his girlfriend but I was his property I couldn’t talk to other guys I couldn’t be with other people,
My life struggles and experiences is longer and deeper than what I’ve written. But my past made me the strong woman I am now today nor do I regret it.
He would pull me closer again or he would do it when I'm on my back. I've tried saying no, but my voice was taken either as teasing or it was to quiet.
People would post horrible things about me, mainly commenting my weight and how I was crazy. Girls would prank call my house and say awful things.
As we go to go to sleep, the boy starts touching me, I kept pulling him off because I didn’t like it I just wanted to sleep and forget about this nightmare
In those 4 years, I put up with a lot of shit. John got me into smoking, I started lying to my parents because he would tell me "if you love me, you'll go with me to x", and so we would go out places we weren't allowed.
Things got better. I learned that my story is not alone. That there are so many others out there who were hurt.
One night, I remember it being very cold. He told me to take my pants off. Scared of him, I obeyed blindly.
Wow it was fun so I thought. Then he quickly turned and became obsessive and then the blows started to come in. Well that was the end to any friends and family.
In a teenage war of what has just happened with my boyfriend and this good-looking guy kissing me. Before I knew it he was on top of me.
He mentions that he wanted to take a walk in the woods by my house, as weird as that probably sounds, I trusted him. And went with it.
Our marriage had been plagued by various forms of domestic abuse beginning about 6 months in. I can't say much except that I loved him! I just dealt with it, as Most do! I NEVER thought it was possible to progress into worse, really NEVER, EVER!!!
He showed up at my house dressed nice and a handful of flowers, I should have known then it was too good to be true.